Brandon's Life Story
Life Story
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***THE CHURCH OF THE FIRSTBORN***
*******THE ORDER OF THE GOLDEN DAWN*******
*************THE TESTIMONY OF JESUS CHRIST************
JOHN 21:24 This is the disciple which testifieth of these things: AND WE
KNOW THAT HIS TESTIMONY IS TRUE!!!
PSALMS 93:5 119:22,24,46,59,119,129
ISAIAH 8:16, 20
16. Bind up The Testimony, seal the law among my disciples.
20. To the law, and to this Testimony: if they speak not according to this
word, it is because there is no light in them.
JOHN 3:32-36
32. And what he hath seen and heard, that he testifieth and no man takes it
to heart, and receives his testimony.
33. HE THAT HATH RECIEVED HIS/MY TESTIMONY HATH SET TO HIS SEAL THAT GOD IS
REAL, AND TRUE.
34. For he whom God hath sent speaketh the words of God: for God giveth not
The Spirit by measure unto him.
35. The Father loves The Son, and has given ALL THINGS into his hand.
36. He that believes on The Son has everlasting life: and he that believes
not The Son, and My Words shall not see life but the wrath of God abideth on
him.
THESE WORDS, AND THESE THINGS ARE HEREIN FULFILLED!!!
2 Timothy. BE NOT THOU THEREFORE ASHAMED OF THE TESTIMONY OF YOUR LORD, NOR
OF ME HIS PRISONER: BUT BE PARTAKERS OF THE AFFLICTIONS OF THIS GOSPEL
ACCORDING TO THE GRACE AND THE POWER OF GOD.
As I endeavor upon the task of presenting My Testimony to the mortal
inhabitants of this realm I will be using the English language, and when I deem
it necessary to convey the right ideas I may resort to ''slang'' terms, and
cuss words. I pray that all readers will receive my words in gest, and the
Light that they are intended to be delivered.
My intentions for giving this TESTIMONY are very clear cut, simple, and
pure. I want people to know The Truth, and come to understand reality so we can
all learn to live our lives together in freedom, peace, and happiness.
The United States of America is the greatest country ever to come into
existence because it's founders understood the dynamics, values, and principals
necessary to make a country truely great.
Human beings have certain inherent God given rights. Without the ability to
freely exercise those rights they would be robbed of the ability to participate
with their Creator in the development of their eternal soul. This country was
founded to create an environment that provided the best possible factors for
it's citizens to freely learn, choose, and grow into brave, honorable, loyal,
fearless, strong Sons, and Daughters of our universe, and its architect, and
Creator.
We have been in the middle of a Great Controversy, and a battle of ideals,
principals, values, and morals since this country was founded. That Controversy
is now winding down, and coming to its conclusion. The results of allowing half
truths, and full blown lies to exist are all around us for all to witness, and
see. Our laws, and our Constitution DO NOT WORK without the protection, and
guiding factor of the presence of The Holy Spirit, and The Spirit of Truth. We
have allowed a bunch of morally bankrupted, money hungry liars into positions
of authority, and power, and if it is not immediately fixed it will be the
death of our Great Union.
I AM about to tell you all THE TRUTH about my life, and my experiences in
this world. I AM simply trying to make everyone see, and understand what's
really going on in this world behind the scenes so everyone can make a decision
about reality based on TRUTH, LIGHT, AND LOVE. I admonish ALL READERS to
investigate my Words with up most care, sincerity, and seriousness. Your
decisions to either accept, or reject my words will be the deciding factor in
your choosing eternal life in a friendly, loving universe, or choosing to
reject my offer of life, peace, happiness, goodness, and LIGHT.
The Spirit will lead, and guide all The Chosen into all Truth, and mine will
have no problems in recognising The Truth of my words, and humbly learning to
become obedient, pure, ETERNAL SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF GOD. Those that can not
hear, and obey will be lost forever.
With that being said, and without further ado I would like to present to
this world:
************THE TESTIMONY OF JESUS CHRIST************
THE SAME THAT I SHOWED TO MY SERVANT JOHN, IN FACT, AND IN!TRUTH.
The following letter was written in the year 2008 while I was waiting to be
put on trial for 1 count first degree murdered, and multiple counts of armed
robbery in Maricopa County, Arizona. This record will stand on the annuals of
this realm throughout all the future ages of this planet. It will be considered
''THE LEGEND OF THE AGES'', and it will bring light, laughter, happiness, and
freedom to all Godfearing, and God loving mortals.
When I wrote this letter I was at a very lonely time in my life because I
had been exposed to realities that nobody else could understand, or believe. I
had been searching for people that understood, and that could see the truth,
but at this time I had found very few that could even begin to relate to me, or
my ideas, and ideals.
I was reading everything that I could get my hands on to try to find
answers, and my investigations took me to a websight called Illuminati
news.com, and a man named Wes Penre. Wes is the creator of this websight, and
he was trying to uncover, and reveal the actors in satans realm, and show
people The Truth about what was transpiring behind the scenes in the
governments, and positions of authority, and power around the world.
I will let my words to Wes now speak to everyone, and pray that they are
received, recognized, valued, and taken for exactly what they ARE!!! Your
ability to understand exactly what I was saying, and who I AM will be your
ticket to either eternal life, or eternal death.
AND NOW, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO:
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*** BEHOLD, I COME AS A THIEF. ***
I PRAY THAT YOUR GARMENTS ARE WASHED CLEAN!!!
Written on June 25th, 2008 To The Creator
of Illuminati news.com Mr. Wes Penre
WES,
Hey, Hey, how the hell are ya? As I'm writing this I don't have an address
to send it to, but I pray I will have a way to get it to you very shortly.
Regardless, I need to get a few ideas down on paper for you, and then I'll send
this out asap. I will also be enclosing some of my other writings, my prophetic
poetry, a recent picture of me, and some other very important information. Take
this stuff very seriously because I assure you that my words are Truth, and I
AM the real deal. Feel free to reproduce, and spread the contents of this file
as much as possible. The time for their message has now come. All I ask is that
my words are not tampered with, or changed in the least degree. This message
needs to be delivered in its purest original form.
First of all, I just finished your eBook, and I back your play on it all the
way. You have a few ideas that need to be cleaned up, but your spiritual
intuition, and expression are right on. I AM about to open up The Whole Truth
to you, ARE YOU READY??? By the way, I haven't been able to go over your whole
eBook, or really investigate your websight because I don't have access to a
computer. I'll explain here in a minuet, but why don't you show your audience
the strange Masonic symbols on the USA money? When the new $20 bill is folded
correctly it depicts images of The Twin Towers going up in smoke, and The
Pentagon being blown up. Surely you have seen what I'm talking about? I would
also like to point out all the strange coincidences between the JFK, and
Lincoln assignations. Not the motives, but rather, all the uncanny
similarities. Just wondering!!! I point these things out for a reason.
This letter might be pretty long. I'll attempt to make it as short as
possible.
I AM currently in The Maricopa County jail awaiting trial for first degree
murder, and multiple counts of armed robbery, which is why I don't have access
to a computer. What led to these charges is a pretty long story. Circumstances
in my life made me decide to do something very ''out of the ordinary'', and
live in a way that would show the onlooking celestial hosts of heaven how I
felt about life on this planet, and what I truely believed was the essence of
righteousness, justice, and freedom. I was robbing corporations, pornshops,
drug dealers, and the filthy men of this world, and giving the money to the
homeless, and poor single mothers. It was kinda like a modern day Robinhood
thing I guess you could say. What led to all this, and the murder is a very
long, and deep story, and I hope to tell it in full details at some point in
the future. This letter is just to give you the Gest of it, and to reveal The
Truth to this world. As of right now I can't receive letters unless they are
from a nonprofit organization. I can only get postcards because I AM locked up
in a special management cell, and I can't access the outside world. If you have
a phone # that I can call collect send it to me, and I will explain everything
in details.
About 6 1/2 years ago, which would be 2002-2003, I started going through
spiritual changes, and started to realise that I was different. I started
coming in contact with the spiritual realities of this world, and started being
tested spiritually. Prior to this I guess I was somewhat '' agnostic'' because
I didn't really think to much about things like God, and spirituality. My
grandmother taught me about God when I was little, and I was baptized at The
North Phoenix Baptist Church in the 9th grade, and attended church, and Sunday
school there a few times, but this worlds concepts of '' organized religion''
were never really my thing, and it never really rang true, and FUN to me. After
I was baptized I went back a few times, but the path of my life took me in a
different direction.
I went to multiple high-schools, and couldn't find any interests in what I
was being taught, so I found other avenues to find excitement, thrill, and some
kind of meaning in my life.
I was kicked out of my mothers residence in the 10th grade because I
couldn't get along with her husband, and I couldn't submit to authority in any
form. I did things My Way, and in MY TIME, and wouldn't allow any outside
influence to attempt to teach me ''the ways'' of this world. It was pretty much
me on my own after the 10th grade.
I met the mother of my Son in 11th grade, and split my time between being
with her, ands hanging out with the boys, drinking, partying, and fighting. I
switched to her highschool in the 12th grade, and we found out she was pregnant
in October of 1996. Her family was quite wealthy, and respected, and we were
unmarried highschool kids, so this news caused quite a commotion. Her parents
were not happy as the Father was considered a badboy rebel hoodlum with
authority issues, and no future.
At this time I was taking medication for ADHD, and I was a sharp individual,
so I figured out what it was, and started to abuse it. This led me to start
using methamphetamines, and one thing led to another. I quit school, started
doing acid, and mushrooms, drinking, and fighting at parties.
I was arrested for a couple different fights, and went to jail in May, or
June of 1997. While I was in jail my Sons mother had moved into my mothers home
because she was very pregnant, and very lonely. When I was released from jail
she was there, and we were back together for the birth of My Son.
I got a job, and attempted to do the right thing for her, and My Son, but
was still doing, and selling cocaine on the side. She grew up in wealth, and
money, so she was not comfortable away from her parents, and their home, so we
moved in with her parents, and I attempted to live there.
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My stay at her parents residence was short lived because of personality
conflicts, and authority issues between me, and her mother, and the fact that I
was still searching for meaning in my life.
I left, and began the journey of my life, which started with experiments
with drugs, and meeting the people of that part of this world. I started living
an outlaw life of crime, and became friends with a lot of very good,
misunderstood people that lived their lives outside of the law. I also started to
meet a lot of very rotton, evil people that the law abiding citizens of this
country have no idea about.
I was arrested for Theft of means of transportation, and sentenced to 3.5
years in prison toward the end of 1998. I served that sentence by June of 2001,
and was released.
I went to a community collage with the intention of becoming a
nutritionist/personal trainer, and a business owner, and met the mother of my
daughter at the same time as she had similar interests. I was helping a friends
brother paint houses for work, but my issues with authority would not allow me
to continue working for people. I!was violated on my parole for a diluted U.A.,
and went back to prison until March of 2002. While I was in prison I found out
the my daughters mother was pregnant, and I got out to be with her for a short
time. I did get to see my daughter being born, but personality conflicts
between her mother, and I made me decide that I was not supposed to remain with
her. There are a lot of very strange details involved that at this time in my
life I didn't understand yet, but I was starting to realise that something
strange was going on with me , and my life.
In October of 2002 I had a group of people try to do some sort of new age
satanic sacrificial ritual on me. They convinced me to go take a shower, and
when I got out my cloths were gone. As a came out of the bathroom I noticed
that all the lights were out, and there were black candles burning, and
strange, dark music playing. I'm thinking ''what the fuck is this'', I thought
it was some kinda joke. They handed my a lambskin shirt, and a pair of weird
whitewashed pants, at this time I was in a towel. As I put on the shirt I
started having these visions/memories of prior existence, and it started
tripping me out, so I started going around blowing out the cancels, and
flipping over the mirrors that they had set up all over the place. As I walked
into the bedroom I noticed that everybody was being controlled by some kind of
energy, or force. Keep in mind that up to right then I had never heard of, or
seen anything weird, or strange like this in my life. I'm from a small town,
and I listen to country music. I grew up going to rodeos, and my family are all
from Texas. Hillbillies, and rednecks. I had never heard of magic, or dark
forces, so this shit is crazy to me. I decide I need to put a stop to this
shit, and I go over to the bed. They had all the mirrors in a design on the
bed, so I grab one of them, and it starts to shock my hands, so I throw it on
the others, and it breaks. The head weiro goes crazy, starts screaming, and
runs out the front door, and now I start getting pissed off because I start to
realise that I was the target/victim of whatever it was they were doing, and
I'm starting to get very confused.
There are a lot of spiritual details that I now understand, and would be
able to communicate in person, but I'm just going to be brief here, so we get
the Gest of what I'm about to reveal here.
I ended up threatening every bodies lives, and leaving at 1:30 a.m. When I
got outside I was in the middle of the street, and a very pure, clean angelic
presence enveloped me, and lit up the night. For about 20 seconds I was wrapped
in this timeless, spaceless, presence, and I broke down crying because of the
purity, and love I felt. I also knew that it was a messenger, and every aspect
of my existence was about to change. I knew I was here for a purpose, and it
was time for me to go to work.
The next 10 months were filled with so many unbelievable experiences. I was
led daily by by intuition. I would wake up, and words would be on my mind, so I
would investigate their meanings, and relative terms on the Internet, and BANG,
BANG, BANG. One thing led to another, and '' The Big Picture'' started to come
into focus. The thing is, as I uncovered more, and more it wasn't like I was
learning anything new. It was like I was remembering. Right from the start I
knew this was the enemy that I was in covering. Over this 10 month period I
came in contact with many victims, and perpetrators of sexual, and satanic
crimes. I had relationships with at least 10 victims. 4 were intimate, and the
others were very close friendships. As I got deep into these relationships, and
had the horrors explained to me I came to know these peoples souls, and grew in
understanding.
I would do everything in my power to untie the spiritual knots while I was
with these girls, and at this time I was still not fully conscious of what I
was doing.
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25)D. The first girl I was with was an adventure in patience, and
understanding. She was the victim of (SRA) satanic ritual abuse for many years
when she was growing up. Her uncle was a Cross dressing Satan worshipper, and
he practiced black arts on her from the time she was 3 to 15 I believed.
She told me about him tieing her to pentagrams, and mutilating her genitals,
handcuffing her to toilets, and having the ability to come out of his body in
spirit to scare, and torment her.
I cried so hard when I realized I couldn't undo it. I actually saw, and felt
the darkness she had endured, and vowed that I would never allow it to happen
to anyone again for as long as I lived. I was honestly going to go kill her
uncle, but he lived in another state.
Me, and this girl parted ways, but we remain friends to this day, and I
still love her with all my heart. She is like a lost child still looking for
her protectors, and wondering how anybody could possibly allow these things to
happen to her, and questioning her reality, and the possibility of a loving
God???
The next two girls I was with I was successful, and I untied the knots, and
brought them to The Light. No, I'm not a delusional maniac, I know exactly what
I'm saying, and I now know exactly what transpired spiritually.
At the time I was going through all this I didn't really know, consciously,
what I was doing spiritually. Now I know exactly what it was all about, and I'm
about to make my greatest attempt to give you a very clear idea of exactly what
I'm saying here.
Over this 10 month period as I grew more, and more conscious of the reality
of this worlds situation, and my place in it I was constantly tested. The
Masons, and Daughters of The Golden Dawn had crossed my path on numerous occasions.
On Easter of 2003 I ended up with 2 Masons, and was confronted with spiritual
decisions/tests. I happened to look on one of their computers, and saw a
blacklist of sights for child porn. When I realized what I was seeing I
completely lost it. I knocked one guy out, threw a computer, and told them I
was going to kill the whole bunch of them.
These people were somewhat normal people with normal jobs, and upstanding
names, and reputations. On the side, and behind the scenes they sold drugs, did
fraudulent schemes, and had little sex parties. I could go on and on. This
stuff was a big Eye-opener to me.
Keep in mind that I'm a small town country boy, and my eyes are seeing
things that I still don't fully believe could possibly be real, or allowed to
exist.
There is an organization called midnight productions. They kidnap children,
and videotape themselves raping, and killing them, and other ritual shit like
that. Then they get paid big money for the tapes by, guess who, Illuminati.
There is a big cover-up where these people are concerned. The police,
lawyers, judges, and politicians all know about it, and can't seem to stop it,
and look the other way. Money, and power talk, but you already know this,
correct???
Well, in August of 2003 I ended up with a laptop computer that had one of
these snuff killings on it. The little girl might have been 6. They raped her
very brutally, then slit her throat.
This was the climax to all the spiritual growth, and knowlage I had been
acquiring. When I saw this it broke me. I sobbed uncontrollably for 5 straight
hours.
This was also when the consciousness of who I really am, and what I was
about to have to do really started to hit me. I was driving when my soul really
grasped '' The Big Picture'', I started violently shaking, the tears started
falling, and the sky turned black with clouds, lightning, and thunder in a
matter of seconds. I knew something beyond the scope of my imagination was
going on, and it all centered around me.
In late August I was arrested by either the FBI, or another agency. They had
been staking out a friend of mines home. The circumstances of the arrest were
insane to me. The ''Agent'' or arresting ''officer'' said they had been looking
for me. I was in a stolen car, I had fake IDs on me, and illegal knifes. They
filed no charges, and were joking around with me things like '' try not to
steal anymore cars'', and '' were you a '' tightend in highschool''.
Just so you know, I'm a convict, and I was affiliated with The Aryan
Brotherhood, and other prison gangs at this time. I made a living by helping
people do credit scams on large corporations, robbing drug dealers, and other
non traceable activities. I MADE A LOT OF MONEY, and I gave ALL OF IT away,
besides what I needed for food, and cloths. To me, the more money I made, the
more I had to give away. It was a very fun game, and that's The Gods honest
truth. That shit was just green paper to me, and it made me feel good to see
people that needed it getting it.
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25)E. Anyway, after the FBI, or whoever it was got done playing their games
with me I was booked into jail for for a short 10 day stay on a misdemeanor
charge. While I was in jail I had I short time to attempt to process the
strange circumstances of my life, and to try to make some kind of sense out of
how I felt about the things I was being exposed to, and how I would react.
For the most part I didn't think past 10 minuets in the future at any given
time of the day. It seemed like everywhere I turned I was seeing strange, weird
things that I never even imagined could really exist.
I am a very dangerous person because I don't know how to fear, and I
actually get a thrill from getting into situations that I know are supposed to
be impossible. I have seen ''miracles'' happen many many times, and was
actually learning how to create circumstances that forced the hand of God to
come into play. At this time my reality was transforming from confusion,
questioning, and exploring to a full blown, outright war between my soul, and
the shadows of darkness in this world. I was learning how to channel light,
love, faith, and adrenaline, and it appeared to all outside onlookers as full
blown insanity. It was my '' Perfect, Glorious, insanity'', and the part of
this story that I'm now about to tell was the most FREE, EXHILARATING, JOYOUS
TIME OF MY EXISTENCE, and it's a very very long existence if you start to
really comprehend what I'm about to say, and claim.
I was released from jail on September 3rd of 2003, and the 4th girl of this
story was waiting for me when I got outside. There was an innocence, and a
beauty to her that words could never even begin to describe. It was like I
found something that I had lost or something, and the attraction was a little
kid, and his first girlfriend or womething similar times Tenthousand. This girl
was/is the main character of this story. She was actually with me when I was
arrested, along with my American Bulldog puppy Saturn. They took me in, and let
this girl, and my puppy go. I will elaborate more on my relationship with this
girl as we go along here, but she was my friends little sister, and we were
actually leaving his residence when I was '' bumrushed'' by the FBI, and the
police. I believe I was taking her home at the time for my friend, and she had
witnessed me beating the living shit out of multiple drug dealers, and robbing
them for disrespectful behavior toward this her over the last few weeks, and I
think she had a crush on me.
Anyway, we went to a jack in the box, got some food, and had another friend
of ours take us to a condo she was staying in. We ate, I think I might have
drank a beer or two, and then we started kissing as one thing led to another,
and we started making love. It was like I was born at that moment, and between
all the insanity I was experiencing, and the purity of my love for this girl my
soul was radiant, bright, alive, and on fire. My life was surrendered to
something that I had absolutely no idea how to harness, or control, and I was
basically just along for the ride of ten trillion lifetimes at this point.
This is when the string of armed robberies began. I had started with
pornshops, and there are a lot significant details as to why, but it would take
forever to explain. At some point in the future I plan on fully revealing all
these things, but for the task at hand I'm going to be as brief as possible to
get the Gest and the truth out, and revealed.
I knew the owner of one of these pornshops through a guy I knew, and they
were involved with that Snuff film stuff, and Satan worship, so that's the
first one I decided to hit. My intentions were NOT GOOD, and I'm pretty sure I
was planning to make the owner disappear for good. When I went in to rob this
place it was like I became Superman or something, and what I was doing felt
soooo good, and soooo right. I was very threatening, and it felt good to see
these people scared for their lives, crying, and begging me not to kill them.
When I got done here I had taken everyone's wallets, and phones, and when I
went through the wallets I found membership cards to other sex/porn related
clubs, and places. One guy was a multimillionaire business owner from Las
Vegas, and all of them fled the scene because they didn't want the police to
know they were there.
Keep in mind that I carried a Bible with me everywhere at this time, and had
a very real, and very personal relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and The
Spirit of Truth. It was like my faith, and my soul were being drawn to
darkness, and burning to fight, and destroy it.
I would immediately take all the money, and find special innovative ways to
give it to the homeless, or poor single mothers, or whoever the Spirit would
lead me to.
Do you see the spiritual significance of what I was doing? At this time I
still was not fully conscious of what I was doing. I was just following the
perfect, glorious, insanity of my heart.
The more I did it the brighter, stronger, and more focused I became. At the
same time I was becoming very conscious, and very clear on the fact that I was
about to turn my back on this world, and sacrifice EVERYTHING for what I knew
was truely right in my heart, mind, and eyes, and was the only option I had.
At this time my Son was six years old, and I went to say goodbye to Him, and
his mother. While I was saying goodbye I started crying because I knew that I
wasn't going to get to be a part of his life anymore. His mother was like ''
WOAH, HE'S REALLY LOST IT THIS TIME''.
By now my heart, and my soul had learned to commune with The Spirit of Truth
enough to be clear on His leading, but to a secular, materialistic, unbelieving
society it just looks like someone that has lost their mind when they see a
grown man crying, and saying goodbye to his chances of raising his Firstborn
Onlybegotton Son!!!
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25)F. BEHOLD, I COME AS A THIEF!!!!!!!
The girl of this story, and I ended up in Flagstaff, Arizona on September
10th of 2003. I had an ephany, and wanted her to meet my amazing family, so she
could see what good, honorable, loyal, Christian Americans were like, and I
wanted her to be with me when I had to say goodbye to them.
My Grandfather's birthday was on September 11th, so our little goodbye trip
just happened to be timed to allow us to spend his birthday with him.
We were staying in a hotel room in Flagstaff eating pizza together, and she
started to explain some of the shit she had been through as a little girl, and
I could intuitively grasp the effects it had on her concept of reality. Once
again, my heart broke, I started crying, and I promised her that I would never
allow anyone to harm her again, or to use, or take advantage of her innocence.
Again, her brother, and I were good friends, and he had already told me
about this 50 year old rich apartment complex owner that had messed with her
when she was 14 or 15 years old. This guy owned like 10-15 different apartment
complexes, and had all kinds of dark evil things going on in them. Lots of
young(15-16-17) year old transients/runaway girls were being turned into
prostitutes, lots of weird ritual/satanic sacrificial shit, and sexual stuff on
the internet. The guy was collecting money off the books, and basically running
a criminal organization. Her brother, and some of our friends were extorting
him for like 5 or 6 condos/apartments for what he had done with his little
sister 4-5 years prior while we were all in prison together, and not able to
protect her. We were actually planning on other things that I will not add to
this record at this time. Her brother is also a convict/gangster, and at the
time he was nothing nice, but I'll get back to that.
On September 11th, 2003 we drove into Gallup, New Mexico, which is where I
grew up. We went out to dinner for my Grandads birthday, and the next day I
attempted to explain the situation to my Grandparents, and my aunt, and told
them I was going back to kill all these people, and put a stop to this shit. I
also told them who ''I AM'', what this girl had been through, about Midnight
productions, the snuff films, the Satan worshippers, and all the rest.
You should have seen the looks on these small town country folks faces!!!
There are a lot of details on what I said that are significant, and relevant,
but just know that when we left the next morning they didn't know what to
think. As I said goodbye to everyone I knew wholeheartedly that it would be the
last time that I got to see my family as a free man.
I TOLD MY AUNT ''THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME I'LL BE FAMOUS'', and we drove
off.
IT WAS ON, I was on a mission. We stopped in Flagstaff, and I stole a car. I
had this girl, and my American Bulldog puppy with me, so it was not a very easy
task. We stopped at a camping supply store, and got some snacks, and I've never
been more I awe, and in love with someone than I was with this girl.I took her
to the condo/apartment, and went to say goodbye to my mother, and then
proceeded to basically rob everything in sight.
I started with a bunch of porn shops, and home invasions on drug dealers,
and Hells Angels safe/fraud houses, and after like like 5 or so I was on the
news, so I was like ''FUCK IT'', and proceeded to hit Walmart, Circle K, Days
inn, you name it, I hit it!!!
I would never even pull the gun unless it was a pornshops. Just really
politely say '' I'm robbing this store, in need to give this money to the
homeless. Don't get scared or anything, I'm not gonna hurt anyone I just need
the cash.'' Then I'd go hang out with the homeless guys, and give them money,
and dinner. I used to go pick them up, and let them come over for cloths, and
showers too!!! They actually live in reality a lot more than most people. They
have no attachments to this world, and the majority look out for each other
like they are family. They were my buddies, and I have some unbelievably funny
stories about them, the innovative ways I came up with to give them money, and
what they thought about me. These people harness the true Spirit of Christ more
than the majority of this worlds professed ''Christians''.
25)G. At some point between September 11th, and the 16th when I was arrested
I started to realise how much I loved this girl, and I was getting conflicted
on whether or not I was going to be able to finish doing what I decided to do.
I knew this was the love of my life, and I also knew that what I was doing
could only end with me either being sent to prison for the rest of my life, or
getting killed. I was considering just taking her, and running away together,
but things were still happening to me by the hour that cemented my decision.
This girl can not help but get into trouble because she's like a little kid
inside, and she's blind to the intentions of the sick, evil people in this
world, and has basically just accepted that all men are perverted scumbag
pieces of shit because that's all she's ever seen, or known. She doesn't
understand that there really are good moral men that know how to love, cherish,
and take care of women still.
She used to babysit for one of the other residents of these condos/apartments,
and I was home with her while she was babysitting a little 6 year old girl.
This little girl started acting strange towards me, and trying to play with me
in a way that I considered inappropriate, and strange by her trying to dance,
and flirt in a playfully provocative way. THIS IS A 6 YEAR OLD GIRL, so I know
that someone had to have taught her how to behave this way, so I told her dad
not to attempt to call My Girl, and if he needed her to babysit then he could
call me, and ask. Well the night before the incident that I'm about to narrate
this fool is trying to sneak behind my back, and call this girl while I'm not
home. I happened to surprise him by answering her phone, and when he hears my
voice he trys to hang up real quick. I look at the phone, and see his #, so I
proceeded to walk over to his apartment, kick the door in, knock him out, and
confiscate his phone. I was putting his little ass in time out for the night
for disrespectful behavior, and then I would have gone and talked to him then next
morning to explain. The police were called, so I just turned off the lights,
and made love to my girl all night, and ignored them. They came over the next
morning, and asked if they could please have the phone back to return to the
little tied I took it from, that he didn't want to press charges. So I invited
them in, gave them the phone, and explained my suspicions, and my actions, and
politely dismissed them.
Keep in mind that at this time I'm wanted for over 15 armed robberies,
stealing the car in Flagstaff, and a bunch of other shit, and I would '' Kill
Bill'' about 4-6 hours later not 30 feet from where we were standing. It came
out in my trial that the little girl was in fact being molested at this time by
her uncle or something, and it is on the record from my trial. My suspicions
were right on, but it was the uncle, and not the dad.
I went to see a friend of mine after the police left, and returned an hour
or two later. This girl was tired, and sleeping on the couch when I got back.
At this point I feel like I'm on guard duty or something because she had this
innocence to her, and I'm starting to see that she was like a glowing buglight
that scumbags couldn't help but try to corrupt, or bother, so it was almost
like I could feel what was about to go down, and was consigned to my fate, or
destiny, however you choose to see this.
I was not long to wait, and see, because sure enough the rich owner of the
condos/apartments shows up, bangs on the door, and calls out my girls name in
this loud angry tone. I tell her to go answer the door, and she gets this look
guilt, shame, and fear, an goes to hide behind the couch, and begs me not to
open the door. I already told you about the owner of these places.
Once again, I start to see the darkness she's been through, and this time
I'm face to face with the victimized, and the predator. I started hot flashing,
and I completely lost it. Slammed the door open, grabbed the guy by his arm,
and started telling him ''you make me sick'',''I know what you've done, and
what you're doing'', ''YOU WILL NOT CONTINUE TO DO THESE THINGS'', ''DO YOU
WANT TO DIE''. I think I might have pulled the gun out, and smacked him in the
forehead with it because he realised he had just bumped into the wrong person,
and his attitude was shifting from '' BILLY BADASS RICHGUY CHILD MOLESTOR'' to
someone that could feel a clear and present danger.
He turns around and starts to walk away, which I didn't really know how to
deal with, so I paused, and let him go, then followed. He walked to the end of
a 40 foot long corridor, and when he got to the end decided to turn around, and
evil SOB begins screaming at me, and almost hissing ''do you know who the fuck
I am'', ''I own this place, I own everything'', ''my name is bill johnson'', so
I kinda grinned, and told him ''MY NAME IS JESUS CHRIST'', and proceeded to
shoot him in the hip. Now everything starts spinning really fast, and I'm
worried about the girl, so I run inside to check on her because I heard her
screaming. I tell her to go get the neighbors, and get away from here, and I go
back outside. At this point I'm just trying to get away from this place so I
start to jog around the corner of this corridor that he's at the end of on the
ground . The dude is on the ground freaking out, yelling, screaming, cussing,
and hissing like some kinda little demon, and as I ran by I put one in his
forehead, and that's that. I didn't even really think, my soul just reacted to
the situation, and my body just followed. Someone testified that I told him to
''shut the fuck up'' before I blew his head off, but I don't remember saying
that. I DO REMEMBER PROBABLY THINKING IT THOUGH.
Miraculously I got away. I was picked up by a Freemason friend of mine from
the barbershop around the corner.
There are a lot of very strange details. For some reason that's who I
called.
25)H. The next 9 hours were like a dream. Lots of very strange, ironic, and
crazy details. This was BIG news! Every channel, every radio station. Statewide
manhunt because of the robberies, then the murder.
I went over to the Freemasons home for a short stay because he got scared
when he saw the news, and didn't want to be a part of helping me.
One thing led to another, and I ended up getting arrested that night at
around 9pm, and how I ended up at this place is also very ironic, and crazy.
I apparently chose a BIBLE STUDY groups house to attempt to borrow a car
from, and they apparently didn't like lending their car out to people they
didn't know because when they heard me starting the car they came running out,
and surrounded the car. I tried to run, and they tackled me in the driveway.
Now I tried to explain that I was just borrowing it, but they apparently didn't
believe me because they called the police, and held me down until they got
there.
Pay very close attention to the news clippings from this night, and the
Internet coverage. They were calling me ''The Blond Tipped Bandit'' because I
had blond tipped hair. I was kind of a pretty boy cowboy!!!
I can look back, and see how it was all predestined, and pre determined, but
at the same time it seemed like I was making random fast decisions at the time.
I can now see how IT WAS WRITTEN IN THE STARS. I interrupted a Bible study that
was praying for, and waiting to see Jesus Christ.
BEHOLD, I COME AS A THIEF!!! And I still can't borrow a Goddamn car from My
people!!!
Anyway, I was booked into jail, and the battles began. I entered my hell on
hell on earth, and the fight for my soul, and my universe began.
I have now been in this jail for almost 5 years. The last two years I have
been in a closed custody, special management unit. That's 24/7 in a 12x10 cell.
I see nobody, and get out into an attached box for the phone for one hour a
day. My shower is in my cell, and it feels like I'm lost away somewhere all
alone for eternity. There's no way to contact anybody on the outside, so nobody
will hear any of this until it's the right time, and it's like that for a
reason. This is exactly how it's supposed to be.
OK, pay close attention now, this is where the story gets good.
About 4 months prior to the death of John Paul 2nd I start dropping into the
realm of darkness, and going through extreme spiritual warfare. Some days would
drag, and seem to last for months. My soul was enduring so much pain at first.
Then very slowly, day by day, I would get stronger, and stronger, and more
aware of the spiritual, and celestial realms, and realties.
This battle was on both the spiritual, and the physical planes. I have scars
all over my face, and one of my teeth was broken from different incidents. I
was learning the principals of spiritual warfare with no one to teach me the
rules of the game except myself. So you see? The walk I walked, and the paths I
crossed were all preset. I came in contact with certain people for certain
reasons/tests, and all I had to go on was my heart, and my intuition.
After John Paul's death, and Benidicts election the shit got all the way
live.The warfare was very intense, and very real. I came face to face, and mind
to mind with ''the devil'', and went through excruciating tests of faith, and
endurance.
I have a detailed account of the important, relevant points of this time in
a journal. It's a step by step walk through what I call ''The Battle of The
Ages''. I will send the table of contents. If, and when I hear back I will elaborate,
and we will uncover all of this.
I have 4 folders titled: 1. My Stories and Poems. 2. Journal entry's, and a
day by day calendar from the journey up. 3. Wisdom and Goals. 4. THE UNDILUTED
WORD OF GOD.
All of My stuff speaks for itself. I teach the opposite of Alister Crowley's
''Magick''. It's called ''UNIVERSAL TRUTH'', and by now we should be beginning
to see, and understand exactly what it is that I'm saying here!!!
By the time you get this the world will be experiencing drastic changes, and
the stage will be set. I AM ALL THE WAY HERE NOW, AND THE WAR IS JUST ABOUT
OVER. The package, and my writings, and poems which are attached to this file
need to be immediately circulated. Their message is very strong, and very
important, and I want these bastards to see what's coming.
Wes, I know what you've been through, and the choices you have had to make.
I know how lonely it was, and how it always felt like the love was missing. You
see??? THE FATHER TRANSCENDS TIME, AND SPACE!!! He knew we would be here long
long ago, but it's no fun unless YOU get to make all the right choices.
WELCOME TO THE FAMILY LITTLE BROTHER!!!
NOW LIFE BEGINS. THIS IS NOT A DREAM!!!
Go get a copy of ''THE URANTIA BOOK'' www.URANTIA.org, and a glorious
welcome to reality!!!
Also look up 2 Nephi 27 out of the book of Mormon.
I hope to hear from you very soon, and we will begin to do what we are here
to do!!! We all love you very much, and we have a lot of work to do down here.
ARE YA READY!!!
P.S. YOU MIGHT WANT TO PUT THIS LETTER AWAY IN A SAFE SPOT. THIS IS THE
LEGEND OF THE AGES.
All my love my friend,
Brother B,
AKA
Messiah, The Christ!!!
This was the letter I wrote in 2008. Since that time I was convicted of the
charges I just explained, and sentenced to natural life plus 45 years in the
Arizona State Prison.
This next section of this record will cover the last 12 years of my life,
and bring us to the present day.
I very very strongly admonish ALL READERS to pay very close attention to my
words, and to let The Spirit open your eyes, and your ears to The Truth here.
Your very existence depends on your ability to hear, obey, and comprehend
exactly what is now being said.
AND NOW I WILL BEGIN TO FINISH THIS!!!!!!!
25)I. The main character of this story is still wandering through her life,
and trying to find the love of God. She currently has cancer, and is probably
still stripping, and selling herself to make ends meet. I would go through all
the pain, hell, and horror right now again if I could just get the chance to
love, and take care of this girl.
She is the most beautiful soul I have ever laid eyes on, and my heart, and
soul belong to her for all eternity.
Colleen M. Moore will you please be my lawfully wedded wife? To have, and to
hold throughout eternity? I love you just the same now as I did when we went to
meet my family.
Open your hearts, and show some love, and mercy to a broken family, and some broken lives.
Contact Malaina to help us out here.
Truely,
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